Meant to Dance For God.

First post for 2008.
Thursday, March 06, 2008

Firstly,
i apologise to everyone who has been coming to my blog to check up on the updates of my blog.
i thank you for even having the slightest care and concern for me.
with that, i shall delay no long in blogging down my experiences and feelings on this very site.

God Bless Blogger.

In January,
a call for new beginnings.
i joined the JC2 Cell, which is also known as the Ro(ar)yal Raiders,
went to MI for PAE and had many wonderful memories and much laughter there.
the only the left, are the very footprints of mine.
i met many new friends,
and have even probably known of a new love.
i have learnt much in MI,
observing people,
and have even made new friendships that would last a lifetime.
i started my January month on a rather unstable note,
waiting upon the results of my O levels,
hoping that i had done well,
to shout 'I Love Jesus' in the place where i have collected my results.
but i didn't.
all i can say is,
i had expected more of myself.
i tried out for Worship Ministry auditions in singing.
but i didn't get in.
they said it wasn't my time yet and i believe and respect their decision,
only feeling a small tint of disappointed,
followed by an overwhelming sense of Peace and joy from the love of God upon my life.

In February,
i dwelled in MI a little longer until my posting results.
i was struggling big time with God,
facing situations where i had to make decisions which would affect my life.
at times,
i could even feel that there was no warmth,
peace,
nor comfort of my very own home.
i didn't know why i had felt this way,
but all i knew was that,
i found all those in my Cell,
the Ro(ar)yal Raiders.
At Last,
i had found my spiritual family.
but that couldn't last.
i was posted to a Republic Polytechnic,
Sonic Arts,
which wasn't a junior college.
which meant,
i could not stay in Ro(ar)yal Raiders as it was a Junior College Cell.
my adult leader was kind of,
sad about me having to transfer to a poly cell as he told me that he had looked up to me quite a lot and that he was quite sad that he had to let me transfer cell.
on our last Leadership Cell,
they prayed over me and i just couldn't contain the sadness and unwillingness,
silently in my heart anymore.
what can i say?

i love the Ro(ar)yal Raiders too much.

Ignyte @ adam had a valentines' day production,
called,
PS: i love you.
i had the honour of serving God in the form of dancing,
and deejaying.
i hope to serve in Singing one day again. (:

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looking back,
i know i have travelled a long way.
all along,
i was running away,
trying to escape from reality,
but that's just impossible,
isn't it?

right now,
thinking back,
how much i miss all these fun memories,
and i would indeed hold them so close to my heart.

it always seems as though,
as you move on in life,
the harder the journey is to walk upon.
for that,
i thank God because he has always been by my side,
strengthening me,
enabling me to learn new things along the way,
and even mould me to the person i am meant to be.

i miss them so.
my heart still pains that i have to leave them all behind,
to embrace a great destiny that God has in planned for me.
still,
i do not regret walking this path.
i have come this far and i know i'm not gonna back out.
i love God and his people too much to back out.
although at times,
i may be weak,
but God will be strong in my weakness.

my heart may ache,
but i will walk on for the Lord,
holding on to him,
for as long as i can.

it's less than an hour to savour the last bit of my 16th year,
before i move on to my 17th.

'Dear God,
give me the strength i need. i love you. help me continue to walk on this journey with you. '

now all that is left,
are the memories and the footprints embedded in my heart.

'I love you.
i want you to know that i love you.
you mean everything to me,
more than what my life can be.
i love you...'

danced for Christ.
10:46 PM

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Dancer for Christ.

Jump Around.

SOMEBODY.GET.YOUR.PRAISE.ON.

Credits

First post for 2008.
Thursday, March 06, 2008

Dancer for Christ.

Jump Around.

SOMEBODY.GET.YOUR.PRAISE.ON.

Credits

First post for 2008. Thursday, March 06, 2008

First post for 2008.
Thursday, March 06, 2008