Meant to Dance For God.

Tears from thy heart.
Sunday, July 08, 2007

this is how this entry's gonna be.
i'm just gonna spill all my emotions out.
and please people,
don't harp on the subject.
Francessca says that it's alright to cry out even when we're on fire for God.
or something like that.
but,
she did say something like,
it's ok to cry out.
so,
here i am,
gonna cry out in...

3.

2.

1.

i miss so many people.
all of a sudden,
my mind is filled with people who have impacted my life,
and of course,
made a mark in my life.
somehow,
i just want to hear these people's voices,
and i think that nothing would make me happier,
than that (God's an exception).

looking back in the past,
i've once again realised that i have travelled,
such a long way,
from who i was,
in search of myself,
wanting to know the real,
sole purpose in life,
and wanting a passion that can withstain me for all my life.
yes,
i've got all of that.
however,
sometimes,
when i look back in the past,
i just miss the nice,
warm company i had.
the friends who walked with me in my walk with God,
friends who sticked by my side when i needed them to,
friends whom i've cried and grown in God with.
i miss all of them.
i miss the friendships.
i miss the wonderful times.
and i miss them all.
but i do not regret walking this path because walking with God,
throughout all the days of my life,
is something that i couldn't ask more of.
it's the BEST thing that has ever happened to me.
i only know that,
i still have not found my company of friends in church,
a clique of friends that i would be comfortable in.
but i have found,
the true friends,
and the best adult leaders,
which God has placed in my life,
to enable me to grow in him.

though sometimes,
we say that the path we walk on is tough,
but God promised us that he will be there.
and God has been telling me,
that i have found favour in Him.
i wonder if that also means that if he has found favour in me as well.
no matter,
i only know that God has always been faithful.
he promised me,
that when i call upon the name of Jesus,
he will be there,
by my side.
this just assures me that i am NEVER alone.
and for that,
i thank God.

still,
i miss you guys.
especially those who just strolled their way out of my life,
and those whom i am not able to see often.
no word nor amount of words could express what i feel in my heart,
and the unmeasurable thoughts that torment my mind,
thugging my heart,
again and again.

God.
no matter how hard the walk may be,
i will still follow you.
following you has never been the easiest thing to do,
but i would still go through it for you,
still yearning the touch and love of God,
again and again,
even though the tormenting thoughts fill my mind and harrasses my heart,
once again.

amen.

danced for Christ.
10:22 PM

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Tears from thy heart.
Sunday, July 08, 2007

Dancer for Christ.

Jump Around.

SOMEBODY.GET.YOUR.PRAISE.ON.

Credits

Tears from thy heart. Sunday, July 08, 2007

Tears from thy heart.
Sunday, July 08, 2007