Meant to Dance For God.

Through the fire, with exceeding Joy.
Thursday, May 24, 2007

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Song: Exceeding Joy
Artist: Hillsongs
Album: Hope

I have found exceeding joy,
Jesus answered when I called
this Name that has saved me,
pure love that embraced me.

Mercy, grace, eternal life.
Bought from darkness to His light.
While lost in my sin, He
raised me and made me live.

Chorus:
My soul magnifies the Lord,
my heart joys in God my Saviour,
for He lifts the lowly,
He's done great things for me.
I will sing, praising evermore,
He is mighty and Holy is His Name.

I will lift my head up high,
praising Jesus through each trial.
Though I have not seen Him,
I love Him completely.

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it's that time of year again,
where we all get our school term results.
somehow,
i just really wonder why i'm not that smart,
and that i have to put in that extra effort always,
to match up to people's pace.
i also wonder why,
when things just seem to go so well for me,
it seems as though they were soon smashed into tiny fragments,
smashing my passion,
dreams and visions,
again and again.
perhaps it's God with a slash-hammer,
destroying the things that God does not want me to be,
or even think about.
i guess it's all about laying it all at the alter of God,
surrendering to his will daily.
and that is what i'll do.
hahas. =))

all i know is that,
i will continue to hold on to God,
and learn along the way,
not wanting to let go of God,
even though the things may not come my way.
to make that conscious effort to grow in God,
and to hear his voice crystal clear.
i'm not gonna bother about what my folks or teachers say or tell me,
how silly my ambition is.
my ambition is,
to wait upon the lord,
do what's right in his eyes and do what he wants me to do.

it's obedience to the lord,
that i need to grow in.
also,
improve in my concentration.
focus more,
STRIVE MORE!
ACHIEVE MORE!
on top of all that,
perseverence is the way,
for me,
and to learn the the true heart of God,
for me.
i just want to wait,
and ta-han lorh.

i will reach my goal.
and here are my achievements.
and i will meet them,
not with me alone,
but by the power of God's strength and undying love.
and i will continue to dance upon the Lord and praise him.
even in the biggest storms.

DREAM SCHOOL: St.Andrews.JC.

for it's christian community.
i want to serve him there,
but no matter i get,
and if God were to direct me to another school,
i would go there.
it all depends on God.
i have a feeling that God wants me to go to...
NATIONAL JC.
arghhh.
so tough.
GOSH.

for my subjects:

english: at least B4.
chinese: at least a C5.
E.math: A1.
A.math: at least B3!
Chemistry: B3.
Physics: A1!!!
Geography: A1.
Social Studies/History: A1.

L1R5: 11 points.

i'm actually expecting a 13 points,
without minus-ing with the leadership points.

i didn't do too well for my school terms.
but i believe and trust that God will make my study time fruitful,
and i will do well for his glory.

i want to be the school's valedictorian,
not for my sake or glory,
but all for God,
proving that God is real,
that God can perform miracles,
and it's not by my might that i could have done it,
but through his unfailing love,
mercy and grace that i am able to do it,
and that he can turn a person's life around,
as long as he or she,
is willing to surrender their life wholly to God.

and that's what i will do.
no more compromise.
it's just me and God.
not for man,
but for God.

"Dear God,
please give me strength to carry on the race.
please grant me the wisdom,
and please be with me,
even as i study,
allowing me to be so sensitive towards you and the holy spirit.
i will bring glory to your name.
i know that life can give me nothing to delight in when you are not in it,
to make it meaningful,
or purposeful.
i can't do it alone.
i need you.
and i surrender to you.
have your way,
dear God.
if there is anything i would regret,
that would be not walking in your light and will,
allowing you to walk past me,
and miss the landing.

hear my cry,
dear God.
let me walk alone,
but i will run back to the arms of my king,
to dwell in the house of my king when things just seem so horrible,
or tiring.
nothing would make me happier,
but just dwelling in your presence,
arms and love forever,
and ever.
let me not walk alone.
let me hear to clearer.
make my heartbeat beat together with yours.

amen. "

danced for Christ.
2:49 PM

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Dancer for Christ.

Jump Around.

SOMEBODY.GET.YOUR.PRAISE.ON.

Credits

Through the fire, with exceeding Joy.
Thursday, May 24, 2007

Dancer for Christ.

Jump Around.

SOMEBODY.GET.YOUR.PRAISE.ON.

Credits

Through the fire, with exceeding Joy. Thursday, May 24, 2007

Through the fire, with exceeding Joy.
Thursday, May 24, 2007