Meant to Dance For God.

looking back.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007

the road never gets easier.
in fact,
it gets tougher.
i know that there are many things that had happened,
throughout the start of the year.
however,
i know that God will see me through.

i can also say that,
the decisions that i make right now,
gets tougher and tougher each time.

same thing,
i will just continue to cling on and hold on,
to God.
remember his love.
if there's anyone who sees me cry,
i'm glad it's Jesus/ God.
i only know that he's the only one that collects my tears.
the amount of tears that flowed down my eyes,
would tell me,
how much i have changed,
struggled,
faced,
and went through,
to impact many people's lives.

i,
for one thing,
will never exchange it for anything else.

God is still doing a further work in my heart,
with different issues of the heart,
that i may have ran away from,
but just didn't realise.
either that,
it could also be something that's just hidden in my heart,
that i just didn't realise,
it's so deep within.

a deep work it is indeed.
part of me keeps getting broken and broken,
again and again,
by God.
it's a hard decision to make,
to choose to be broken,
each time.
but i'm glad that i made that choice.
Pastor Gary taught me something today.
and that is,
not to waste whatever that i have,
within me.
that is,
the fire and passion i have for Christ.
i understand where he is coming from.
and i'm glad that he told me the things that God had told him.
he knows that what ought to be said,
should be said.
what ought not to be said,
should not be said.
and i respect him for that.

looking back,
from 2006,
i realised that it has indeed been a great journey.
a long,
tiring journey.
but one worthwhile going through,
and experiencing.
even just thinking about how much has changed,
it still brings tears to my eyes.
still a sensitive issue to talk about,
a raw spot to hit on.

2006 was a great year.
the happiest moment that i have ever had so far.
the times when i felt really happy,
confident about myself.
glad that in school,
i could see a family of peirceans,
bonding together,
having fun,
not leaving anyone behind.

this year,
graduating out of Peirce.
i'm afraid that during graduation night,
i'll break down.
because i can't bear the fact that i would not see my family,
as often again.
i love them so much.
so,
to all sec 4s in 2007,

"i love you guys so much.
so much that i can't stand the fact that we're graduating this year.
if there was a choice to go through times with you guys again,
i would gladly do it again.
you all,
have made wonderful memories for me,
and i will never,
ever,
forget you guys.
thank you all,
so much for playing a role in my life.
all of you guys,
play a part of who i am today.
=))"

it's just been great so far.
i will continue to wait upon God,
hold on to him,
never wanting to let go.
and that's the beauty of waiting upon God.

i thank everyone,
who i know,
especially to those who have made such a way to my heart.
because you too,
have made a dfference in my life.
be it whether good or bad moments,
it still played a part of who i am today.

my church people:

"i adore you guys.
keep growing in God,
never forsake him,
and he'll never forsake you.
i admit that it's not easy to follow Jesus.
it takes a lot more out of you then you would really imagine,
but it doesn't mean that we can't do that.
keep loving God.
surrendering your live and heart to him everyday.
we will complete this race together,
and we will complete it well.
do not waste what you have.
use it all for God's glory and purpose.
seize every opportunity that God has created,
for you and for people,
to experience him.
on top of all that,
do not.
ever.
miss the boat.
strive on for Jesus,
and keep running back to his embrace,
again and again."

i know it's a little too early to say my thank-you's.
but still,
i just want to really show my appreciation to all,
and show how much i love you guys.
i know that time is running out.
and Jesus is coming.
so,
i definately would want to rope in as many people with me.
to go and meet God,
and spend an eternity with him.

strive on people.
strive on for Christ.
keep loving God.

amen.

danced for Christ.
11:19 PM

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Dancer for Christ.

Jump Around.

SOMEBODY.GET.YOUR.PRAISE.ON.

Credits

looking back.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Dancer for Christ.

Jump Around.

SOMEBODY.GET.YOUR.PRAISE.ON.

Credits

looking back. Tuesday, May 15, 2007

looking back.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007