Meant to Dance For God.

Heart of Worship
Sunday, April 01, 2007

AHHH.
i am soooooo sorry!
i am close to a month of not blogging.
forgive me.

alright.
actually,
wanted to blog about what i did
during the March Holidays,
what i did at Fort Canning Park.
but,
i guess i have to do that the next time.
hahas.

alright.
so,
now,
i'm gonna show you some MAJOR,
cute photos.
hahas.

you Ready?
=))

hahas.
i've still got somemore.
i'll save it for some other entires yeah?

i'll tell you guys what happened on Friday.

alright.
it's Friday.

Had a full day of school.
joke in school,
Geography Teacher,
Mrs Chung,
forgot that she gave us homework the previous lesson.
i guess it's something not many would remember.
especially when we RARELY have Geog homework.

Went to ACS Barker for SYF Drama rehearsal.
i'm the lightings lady.
WHOO.
if you think lightings is an easy job,
it's not.
because for that drama,
timing is everything.
and there are more that 24 buttons for lights.
AHHH.
but overall,
it was fun.

moving on.
went back to school after that,
went through the script and timing
before running out of the school gate
to catch a taxi back home.
MUAHAHA.

why was i rushing back home?
because i was supposed to be back home by 5pm.
i needed to go to the SAJC concert.
need to support 3 people.
hahas.
parties rather.

1. St Andrews JC for spreading God's word through the concert.

2. My BROTHER.
no words can describe how proud i was.
out of all the other musicians,
he was the only one jumping around while playing.
AHHHHH.
love him to bits.

3. God.
the conert is not in vain when it's all for God. =))

the concert was really ROCKING.
and when i mean rocking,
i mean,
BRINGING THE HOUSE DOWN.
music was blasting until you couldn't really hear
what they were trying to sing.
hahas.
but,
that's not the point.
God was there.
i could feel it so clearly,
all the way from the flesh to the soul.
and bones.
hahas.
when concert was going on,
mum and dad were wearing earplugs.
complaining that the music was too loud
and it was not their cup of tea.
BUT EH.
it's all for God yeah?
ALL FOR GOD.
so,
my folks were sitting down.
and i was standing up,
clapping to the music,
smiling for God.
being happy.
why?
because the sight was awesome.
a school,
coming together,
praising God,
worshipping together,
dancing before the Lord,
CELEBRATING.
yes.

"we're gonna...
PARTYYYYYYY!"

that was one of the songs.
has a lot of meaning in it.
it was a pity that i didn't jump though.
i didn't want to jump as i was sitted in the front row,
and there were people behind me.
so,
didn't want to block them.
not to mention,
i was at the balcony area.

OUHHHHHH.
i forgot one thing.
people from Trinty came too.
hahas.
quite a few.
Bro invited pastor Gary and many others to come and see.

i would say that the concert,
was the best concert that i have ever been to.
even better than Festival of Praise.
maybe because i experienced God so CRAZILY.
and,
like i said before.
God was there.

whenever i sang,
i could feel God just in front of me,
hugging me,
smiling in front of me,
touching me.
i would never exchange that experience for
ANYTHING.

it has been quite a while since i have experienced
something like this.
i do miss God.
but i know that he is with me.
i wanna cling on to God forever.
that kind of feeling you know?
i wanna be his little girl again.

i think i'll just share how i felt then.
when i was at that concert,
God came so gently,
bringing me back to that place when i first gave my life to him,
when i first cried and experienced God like never before.
i missed him so much.

quite recently,
i've been playing the guitar,
singing praise and worship songs to him,
trying to seek God.
and like what they say,
if you seek him,
you would find him.
so,
that was what i did.
however,
i didn't feel God.
but i didn't just stop there.
again and again,
i just keep trying.
and just kept holding on.
on that very day,
He brought up that issue.

God told me that he saw and heard everything.
on top of that,
he was enjoying the songs that i sang to him,
in that small little cozy room of mine.
it's just that he was watching and enjoying,
from above.

when i heard this,
it brought me to tears.
my heart crumbled before him.
my soul,
kneeling before him.
just crying and being in his embrace once more.

i hope that when you people read this entry,
you guys would be encouraged by what i have shared.
my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ,
if you miss God,
and have always longed for his presence,
all i can say is,
don't give up.
keep on seeking,
and you will find him one day.
and you will realise that he is always there,
even when you feel as though he's not.
but,
i'm pretty much saying that you guys should
hear that from God yourself.
once again,
i've found my security in God,
i've got back the Joy of the Lord.
and i will celebrate.
and continue to grow.

for my non-christian folks.
perhaps this entry leaves you feeling curious about
my God.
well,
just drop me an sms,
or call me.
and just want to say,
that God knows your needs and he knows how you feel.
and no matter what you do,
or say,
or how you treat him,
he would still love you the same.
nothing would change that fact.
you need not come to him with anything,
except as who you are.
God loves you for who you are.

amen.
God is always here with me.
and you. =))

danced for Christ.
5:17 PM

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Dancer for Christ.

Jump Around.

SOMEBODY.GET.YOUR.PRAISE.ON.

Credits

Heart of Worship
Sunday, April 01, 2007

Dancer for Christ.

Jump Around.

SOMEBODY.GET.YOUR.PRAISE.ON.

Credits

Heart of Worship Sunday, April 01, 2007

Heart of Worship
Sunday, April 01, 2007