Meant to Dance For God.

Linger. once more.
Sunday, November 05, 2006

Squirrel left for NZ today.
i'll miss her.
i wonder how i'll survive without my nutty friend.
for 3 whole weeks.

now,
i'm so used to doing something,
i'm not used to doing nothing at all.
i feel so restless.
it's that feeling which i wished i was
in school or at camp.
preferably,
camp.
sec 2 adventure camp.
God,
can you turn back time?
i miss camp.
i know God can turn back time.
but he won't.
he won't want his children to look back
when they put their hands in the pough.
or is it plough?
either one.

i feel so lost.
i feel so uncomfortable when i'm staying
home the whole day.
usually,
i'll be in school,
slogging my guts out
for something to be done in school.
that shows how much effort i put in my work.
even in my school work.
seriously.
i do it with all my heart.
and effort.
with the hw dangling in front of me,
i have no idea why i choose not to do it.
but i've made up my mind.
i'll do it when i'm free.
instead of wasting the time away.
otherwise,
i'll go out with my friends.
live your life to the fullest.

i miss camp.
so much.
i missed the stars that took my breath away.
i missed the bunks.
i miss the cold wooden planks.
i miss the instructors,
i miss the excitment.
i miss the view of the sea.
or rather,
the coast.
i miss the lizards on the walls when we're sleeping.
i miss the sandy toilets.
i miss the funny things that goes on in that camp.
i miss the food.
i miss the cheers.
i miss the songs.
i miss the spirit.
i miss the unity.
i miss the atmosphere.

i miss them all.
i miss everything that took place at camp,
every single part of it.
i miss the smile on my face.
i miss that joyful spirit in my soul,
in my heart,
that God gave me.
i miss bouncing around a room,
for no rhymme or reason.
i miss going crazy.
until now,
i still have no idea why i'm not like that anymore.
may be it's because when i think about me leaving Peirce next year,
it all becomes different.
i can never imagine myself leaving Peirce.
i'm leaving my family.
i'm leaving those that i love.
i'm leaving a place which i call home.
but of course,
i got 2 other homes lah.

i'll miss the people.
i'll miss the mischievous-ness.
i'll miss the foolish-ness that goes around.
i'll miss the cheesy-ness.
i'll miss the corners of the classroom.
i'll miss my family.
i'll miss Peirce.

the precious memories will always linger in my heart,
mind and soul,
because it made a difference in my life.
i still can't bear to let all these go.
i love my home.
i love my school.
i love my family.

after having to say these,
i only know that,
we can't turn back time.
but we can remember the moments.
and i know that whatever we had gone through,
together as a family,
it'll only make us stronger,
change us from within,
and encourage us to continue
the race and end it well.

we've all met for a plan and purpose.
thank you, God,
for letting me even know all these wonderful people.
bad or good,
they're far, way,
more precious and any precious metal,
gold, or silver.
i'll never ever forget them.

i want to linger..
a little longer..
please..?

let me hear you sing! :

"hmmmm. i want to linger.
hmmmm, a little longer.
hmmmm, a little longer with you.

hmmmm, it's such a perfect night.
hmmmm, it doesn't seem quite right,
hmmmm, that this should be my last with you.

hmmmm, and now comes november.
hmmmm, i will remember.
hmmmm, our camping days and friendships true.

hmmmm, and as the years go by,
hmmmm, i'll think of you and sigh.
hmmmm, this is goodnight and not good-bye..."

memories are evermore precious then any metal,
gold,
or silver.
and nothing in life,
can change that fact.
other than this song that can express
what i want to say,
or express what i'm feeling,
is none other than the song,

Can't smile without you.
by Barry Manilow.

"You know I can't smile without you.
I can't smile without you.
I can't laugh and I can't sing,
I'm finding it hard to do anything.
You see I feel sad when you're sad,
I feel glad when you're glad.
If you only knew what I'm going through,
I just can't smile without you..."

danced for Christ.
11:08 PM

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Dancer for Christ.

Jump Around.

SOMEBODY.GET.YOUR.PRAISE.ON.

Credits

Linger. once more.
Sunday, November 05, 2006

Dancer for Christ.

Jump Around.

SOMEBODY.GET.YOUR.PRAISE.ON.

Credits

Linger. once more. Sunday, November 05, 2006

Linger. once more.
Sunday, November 05, 2006